In a deep slumber, I feel a hard, calloused
hand grab my foot and vigorously shake it. This is Dad’s traditional signal to
communicate to me it is time to go. Neither of us utters a single word; just a
simple shake of the foot and I know exactly what to do. Like clockwork, I leap out of bed, throw on a few layers of
clothes and sprint to the 18’ Carolina skiff tied up to our dock. I jump into
the boat where my Dad is impatiently waiting for me to untie the bow so we can
cast out on our usual Saturday morning adventure. There he sits in his
captain’s chair, with his arms folded tightly and perched atop his belly,
giving me the “you’re almost late” look. My six-year-old spirit bubbles with
excitement as I hear the roar of the outboard motor gear up for another big
day. Racing the rise of the springtime
sun, we chart out through the cool and misty open waters.
***
When the calendar
falls on April 20th in Southern Maryland, people drop their boats in
to the frigid, brackish waters and set out to stalk the king of the Chesapeake:
the striped bass. The morone saxatilis,
better known as the Rockfish, striper, and/or striped bass is a highly
respected and cared-for population. In
2007, President George W. Bush declared under executive order 13349 that the
coveted striped bass be considered a protected game fish. The striper is
Maryland’s most vital commercial and recreational fish. So important, in fact,
it was declared the Maryland state fish. The rockfish is notorious for being a
fighter and therefore, the sport fishing and charter boat industry in southern
Maryland relies heavily on this species to provide a source of income and
entertainment. People come from all over the DC metropolitan area to take trips
out on the many charter boats who host fishing trips in the Chesapeake. Solomon’s
Island, Maryland is one of the most well-known harbor towns for charter
fishing; this small two-mile island houses over twenty-five commercial charter
boats. The rockfish provides the people of the Chesapeake Bay watershed with
not only a bountiful blessing of delicious meals but also a challenge that
fosters intimate relationships amongst those who seek to catch them.
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I am looking at
a photograph framed in my room. Twenty-years old, there I stand on that same
dock that I raced down each Saturday morning as I anxiously awaited our fishing
trips. My Dad and I stand closely with excited eyes after one of these
exhilarating mornings spent fishing the depths of the Chesapeake. I am gripping
the mouth of my thirty inch rockfish with both hands, trying to hold back
laughter as my Dad cracks a joke about how can barely hold it up. My face
indicates that I am struggling to keep it in my hands; looking at the photo, I
can feel my arms quivering and my grip slipping from the slimy coating of the
fish. I am reminded of how hard I constantly tried to impress him with every
detail of my life; if I drop this fish, I will never hear the end of it. I am
the strong daughter; the closest thing to a son that Dad has and I can see
myself in this photo filling those shoes. Dad stands next to me with his entire
forearm stuffed up into the gill of a forty eight inch striper. Effortlessly, he
holds up the humongous fish; he is truly the last John Wayne. Never one to
crack a smile in a photograph, I can see the faintest look of excitement in my
father’s eye and I can see that the times we have spent together on the
Chesapeake have yielded us with much more than just a few big fish. Looking at
this photograph, I am reminded of the striking dichotomy of both the closeness
and distance between us; we stand together with only our elbows gracing one
another. Close enough to touch but far enough away that it doesn’t appear too
“soft”. Holding the fish that have spawned a deep and lasting love between
father and daughter, we stand together and revel in the beauty of what the
Chesapeake has gifted to us.
As always, thank you so much for stopping by to read!
This is piece of creative non-fiction prose written for one of my classes at St. Mary's College during the Spring 2013 semester.
lovely story and it's amazing how you can take those small actions and nuances and create a touching, entertaining tale. You have a gift.
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Thanks, Momma. It is funny how as I get older the things I once thought were simple turn out to have had a profound impact on the person I have become. Love you too!
DeleteI really enjoy your writing when I get the chance to read it from your Mom's Facebook. I ecspecially enjoyed this one because it reminded me of times spent with my Dad and his values that he shared with me. I went to school with your Dad and have been friends with your Mom's Family for years. I am sure they are very proud of you, you have a gift and are very talented! Thanks for sharing!
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Happy, I am really glad that you were reminded of your father when reading this! I have really been blessed with such a wonderful family that have given me so many memories to write of. I really appreciate you coming by my site to read my work! :-) Thank you!
ReplyDeleteHey this blog is awesome! I love stripped bass and once a year my family and I go on charters. Happy fishing!
ReplyDeleteThanks! It makes for a great family sport!
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